Why is this happening to me!?

Exams are over!!! Phew~ After 3 days of stress and tiredness, it's finally over... I was so happy until.....

Yesterday my Chinese teacher gave back our exam papers. This time we didn't have any essays to write.. and I failed!! :'( I've never failed my Chinese before...... Why I failed?? This is why..

My parents studied at National schools. So both of them can't speak Chinese..Only my mum can understand a little bit. Some of the easy words which me and brother taught her. My parents sent me to a Chinese school since kindergarten..and all I can rely on is my teachers to help me..because if I ask my brother anything he always says "dunno". =.=

When I was 12 years old in primary school, my Chinese teacher helped me a lot to improve my Chinese. She would always call my name and ask me question or ask me whether I understand that word or sentence that she just taught. Every time I ask her something she'll explain to me very clearly.

After looking at my UPSR results. I was so happy. I got an A for my Chinese paper :D but I after going to secondary school, no one could help me anymore. I don't take Chinese tuition. Like I said my parents don't speak Chinese at all..and my new secondary Chinese teacher is... how to explain??...Erm, I won't say she's useless but I just don't understand I single word she's saying... :S

and... That is why I failed.. My mum told me to take Chinese tuition but I don't want to. I'll probably waste my time there listening to something I don't understand..Secondary school Chinese is so hard!! T.T

Hope I'll do better next time...